Goodbye Couch!!

Hello everyone! if you have been following this blog couch, hehe... so long time no seeeeee!!!!

anyway, here's a post to give a farewell to everyone... abandoned this blog for like so many ages ago... me do not thinks that me will continue on writing here... this blog will forever be my past and now i should look into my present and future too... i might start up writing in another blog or whatsoever, but definitely not here...hmm... privacy issues haha....actually i don't have the time to keep this updated and start another new one! but if i do have the time, i would really share something more inspirational than this blog... looking back, this blog is really like a childish person writing stuff... Lol! I really am childish person, still very young at heart at the moment ... wahahaha... (not funny at all) =_=''

so, if you happened to chance upon this blog again and would like to contact me, do drop me an email for sharing stuff and I will get back to you erm...asap!! thank you for support! terima kasih! xie xie! gamsahamnida! arigato! danken! obrigado! merci! okok... i'm already showing off... haha...

signing off! goodbye! may all be happy and peace at heart :)

What are words

Wow! If a man would sing this to me, I would fall head over heels for him definitely... it's so romantic... and I'm a sucker to romanticism. Lucky me! There's no man that I meet can be this romantic...
Here goes the lyrics:

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
'Cos what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
'Cos what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

p/s: Chris Medina sings this song to his wife who had an accident and suffering from brain injury and promise to take care of her... so damn sweet and romantic...

how emotions affect the body

A while ago, I was feeling quite in a good mood and start to get hungry...
But then something upsets me...
and now I'm not hungry at all...
Seriously, I have to practice right mindfulness... not letting emotions to affect my mind, soul and body...

dedication to bobo

Bobo is my house pet. And a goosey. The biggest one among all 4 gooseys. We got him when I was 18. At that time, he was a little duckling. Cute one too. Always respond to us whenever we call out his name. He gotten sick when he was two years old. And I still remb we took him to the vet.
He was traumatized by the dogs which came n disturb him recently. When we were not around. Bloody dogs. I hate dogs!
Today my mom found out he passed away already. Dad buried him at the backyard.
To bobo, always my favorite pet. May u rest in peace and be happy in next life.

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test

At some point in time, I think there will be a test given to me that will make my eyes wide open and truly experience things around me. May I endure this test. sadhu!

xoxo

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inappropriate

How is being appropriate or inappropriate? By social norms? How do you define all those? Is it culture? Family background? Race? Open minded or traditional thinking? How do we act appropriately? are those ethics defined in books? Where do we even have those rules? I mean since young, we've been taught on our manners, but mind you, manners to you might be insult to others. Things that you think is good to others may really offend people. Just some random thoughts

XOXO

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stand by you

I will stand by you, at this dark hour. I will never desert you. No matter what. Ups and downs, I will stand by you.

XOXO

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fear

I was watching this video clip by a venerable talking about jealousy. One funny thing pointed out by the teacher is that, people have fears. For example, if you fear to offend people by talking, so ur solution is to talk less or don't talk at all. However, because of this, this makes people angry and frustrate even more because of you refusing to talk. Haha. So ironic!
It takes wisdom to be a human! May we all have the wisdom in being human! Rejoice!

P/s: please search in youtube for "rinpoche jealousy" if you wanna listen to his dhamma teachings.

XOXO

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6th June

0606. A unique date.

okay, I'm quite good with dates if I want to remember it.

But this unique date is very easy to remember.

I remember this date is one of my form 6's friend birthday.

I remember this date back in 2006, when the cinema released a movie about devils and demons. (kind of forgot the movie name as I only remember they released on 06.06.06 as triple 6 number is related to devil. Got me all excited to watch the movie, but in the end never watch as usual. haha)

And I vividly remember how I spent this date last year.

Such memories. the good and the bad.

So, here's a toast to June the 6th, to whoever born on this date, to whoever have such good and bad memories of this date.

xoxo

When We Two Parted

This is a poem by Lord Byron...

Well versed, especially in view of a broken-hearted person. How sad it is to part with a person that you love, whom you will never meet again or meet as though you were strangers when you know them so well before!

When we two parted

In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.

p/s: recently kind of being arty farty. haha...

Criteria of being my MAN

haha... was kind of joking with my friend through msn about my criteria in finding my significant other...the list NOT very long and NOT very demanding also :p

so here's the list:

• leng chai (handsome in cantonese)
• multi talent
• responsible
• kind hearted
• taller than me
• $$ more
• romantic
• can cook
• family oriented
• older than me
• and the list just go on and on

Not very long right? As age grow older, criteria became more and more... haha

and here's what my friend replied to me that make me laugh:

• leng chai, FAIL
• multi talent, FAIL
• responsible, FAIL
• kind hearted, FAIL
• taller than me, EPIC FAIL
• $$ more, EPIC FAIL
• romantic, FAIL
• can cook, if maggi (instant noodle) can do, then i PASS, else FAIL
• family oriented, PASS except for bro borrow money
• older than me also, PASS
• the list just goes on and on la.. 90% FAIL

my friend was even saying if he found a man like that, he would first kill him...haha. but I personally think he wouldn't be able to find one, because I don't think there's ever such a man existed in this world. Even if he existed, I would still think there's some flaw in that man. Hey nobody's perfect.

p/s: it would be best if he could play some music or has a beautiful voice that can serenade me in a romantic place. hahaha.. thinking too much already

the love language

There's 5 types of love language. Go google it and there's quite a number of quiz test on it. The 5 types are quality time, acts of service, gift receiving, physical touch and words of affirmation.

And guess which one I had? QUALITY TIME the most and second in line was words of affirmation. Kinda taken aback as I always thought i'm the type on acts of service. Coz I always think action speaks louder than words. Anyway, quality time is true. And here goes some description of it:

In Quality Time, nothing says "I love you" like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

Maybe all this while i've been given undivided attention from my family that resulted me being like this. Haha. I'm after all the youngest in the family and being the manja type :p

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39th anniversary

wow! today marks the day of my mom and dad's 39th wedding anniversary (in chinese lunar calendar by the way LOL).

can't imagine this old couple being together for so long.

i think that maybe it's because of their children, they hold on till this long.

Happy anniversary mom dad! thank you for loving each other until now :)

Somebody taught me to be more business minded in everything I do, not in terms of monetary sense, but in terms of practicality.
Hmm...dunno if it's wise enough to do that, but I'm learning and see if it works.

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Hi bloggie! It's been long that I scribbled anything here. So, let's get some update...
Life still normal. But a bit like those drama shown on tv. Struggling with life as usual, with family, friends, work, basically LIFE! How am I feeling right now? Happy? Kinda. Sad? Kinda too. I don't think i am that optimistic person as i used to be. Now I'm not giving too high hopes on anything. Don't want to expect anything. Just let it be and do my best. If it's meant to be, it should work out perfectly.

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Turn my sorrow into treasure gold, you pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow.

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scars of love

Ooh like to sing this song by adele "rolling in the deep". Just love the beat and rhythm. Hehe

The scars of ur love, remind me of us
I can't help thinking that we almost had it all
the scars of ur love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We almost had it all
Rolling in the deep
(U're gonna wish u never had met me)
U had my heart inside ur hand
And u played it with ur beating
(Tears are gonna fall rolliing in the deep)

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Daily Inspiration

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ipoh-three treasure cave (san pou dong)

Putting pictures from ipoh in random. Hehe.
I still like the first pic. The puppies are sleeping so soundly beside the packet rice, which is kinda smelly and they still can sleep under that condition. Hehe
And the tortoise knows how to pose too. Nice!
And sorry no pictures of foodie. U should know piggy like me can't resist the sight of the foodies and forgot to take pic. Haha.

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