Slow Jogs

Just went for a jog... haha... felt really nice after a jog...

yea.. recently been trying to train up my stamina... thanks to my nephew, who has been pestering me to go for those runs and finally signed myself up for this charity run - 'run for hope singapore'

and i last time used to dread to go for jogging... why? coz everytime i jog, i have no stamina, and secondly, i start to have pain at my right abdomen as i jog... and i found out what's the reason right now... it's called "side stitch"... well, there's studies on why side stitch happen and one of it saying that because the liver is at the right side, and when u don't breathe properly, ur diaphragm presses on the right liver and starts to hurt...so if u stop for awhile, it won't be painful anymore... if it still hurts, then it's another problem and have to go check with medical doctor already... so the counter for it is: breathe when u are stepping on ur left leg instead of the right step... it sure helps a lot for me :) that's why i can continue to jog... haha

now starting to have an exercise plan for me... at least jog twice a week...how many rounds? haha... still a beginner level, slowly and gradually add up the rounds...
btw, it will be very encouraging if u guys let me know if i got slim down after awhile..... haha... :p

Black Eyed Peas - I Got A Feeling

행북게 (Happiness)

what is happiness?
just a thought...
are you happy right now? how do u define happiness?
for me, simple...
everyday when i wake up in the morning, i am happy coz i lived for another day :)
i am happy that i am blessed with a life with no disability, that i lead a normal life...
i can walk, talk, see, hear, sense, feel, think, eat, sleep...
i am blessed to have caring family and friends too...
but somehow, us humans will always grumble when we are not satisfied (sometimes it's just some very small matters) and this causes unhappiness... this only creates trouble for ourselves... haha... so why not we let it go and just be simple?
but then not easy to let go and be simple sometimes.... haiz....
very complicated! zzz

The Saturdays - Issues

Some ppl just won't listen and act!

When ppl tell u to lock the door properly for lab's safety reason, u do not go and unlock the door and let unwanted ppl come in (yea... got a stalker coming to the lab ocassionally)
Sheesh! So irresponsible!

Autumn In My Heart OST - Reason

Viennese Waltz

wow... the most romantic dance waltz ever! Anya & Danny performing in So You Think You Can Dance show....makes me wanna fall in love :p

Given a chance to win 1 million dollars....

Would you go down a 6-storey high of water slide?
YESＩWOULD!!! definitely... hehe...even no $$ to win, i also wanna go... haha
but first, think i need to know how to swim :p
but to those hav phobia of heights and water... i think mayb not...
Amazing Race contestant gave up the chance of going to the next round because of the water slide...wasted...
btw, the water slide is at dubai, dunno what what dolphin resort... hehe...

p/s: can't display the youtube link for the music... just click the hyperlink ya ;)

神木与瞳-为你而活

lucky day

hmm... today must be my lucky day... whatever that i had in mind, it occurred. hmmm....
wanted to hear one song, then the online radio broadcasted it the next moment...
been wondering to see a mysterious person, then got to see that person....
wished for mum's thing go well, then it did go well... :D
wednesday is sure my lucky day... haha
go buy 4D! :p
anyway, won't win one... just play only... haha

Big Bang - Haru Haru

halloz

long time didn't touch this blog... hand itchy but nothing to update leh... haha..so far nothing interesting happened...
anyway, last weekend was at home again...
suddenly received a call from a malay...
"assalamualaikum" from the person...
erm... first time i receive such a call...stunned abit... should i reply back "walaikumsalam?"
then keep back my mouth, thought only malays say those and later i say wrong.
anyway, it was a wrong call, and testing my spoken malay language -.-''
and, from my voice, that person called me "ah moi"... hmm.. why cannot aunty arr? haha... sigh... wish my voice is abit rough... sighz...

and to those who are born in 1983, this lunar month advice is "情缘未尽，顺其自然"
haha.. i was very wu liao at home and flip through the chinese calender to take a look... wonder what that advice means also...haha

Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes

I Love You Mummy & Daddy!

hmm... just wondering how many of u guys and gals say "I love you mum dad." ?
it's such interesting that since we are already in adulthood, we don't say those 3 letter words to mummy and daddy anymore like we used to when we were kids. maybe just happens in the asian culture.
even simple loving gestures like holding mum's hand, hugging her, or even kiss on the cheeks? never do that anymore?
i was utterly in disbelief that my friend told me that he don't even say out loud happy birthday to his mum, just give her a text msg. -.-''
ok lah...saying I love you is abit too much maybe... haha... even i won't say that also... for me, i'm a more action and gesture than words type of person. won't say those 3 letter words... still can remember my ex-bf keep forcing me to say those words when i don't even feel like to. gets frustrating also when u are forced to say those words also. felt like it's pretty meaningless by just saying out loud...
but then, i have always loved my mum and dad...i would give them birthday kiss, give mum hugs and kisses whenever i leave home, hold mum's hand a lot to show how much i missed her. ok, gesture towards dad was practically zero. i also dunno why, it has been reduced to zero since i was in puberty le... haha... maybe is 男女授受不亲?
all i wanna say is that our parents are getting older and older and one day will leave us. If only we could do something to show our concern, show how much we love them... i think they would have love that too! so start showing your love towards ur parents from now on! hehe

杨千桦 - 可惜我是水瓶座

sweet!

went back home over the long raya weekend... hehe...
being at home and with family is blissful...like being in a paradise, all ur worries just thrown away... haha...just eat, sleep, watch tv, play for fun... ok mostly spend time eating... haha.. almost every half an hour pop something into my mouth :p
plus, i know how to make mooncake... not that difficult... just need loads of preparation and patience...
but the most important thing is to make my mummy and daddy happy la... they cook and buy the food, u finish everything off, they very happy...
the smiles that they give, priceless...
took lots of photo with family... hehe... sorry, for my own personal viewing only :p
then coming back to sg always feel down...sighz... next month go back home again... hahaz

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ytd msn chat with a gal...a hot sexy babe... and we long time didn't talk to each other... mayb like 3 years didn't contact? ever since i quit my maplestory game... haha... we know thru maplestory, and added each other's msn... still remb me and her meet through the virtual game and plus her then bf together do quest, train together... hahaz... plus, she's from Israel lo.... dunno how she can play SEA server also... how cool is that? hmm... maybe go test other maplestory friends also whether they still remember me? lolz... i can't even remember them, but only this Israel friend, coz she more unique la... and talking to her need sometime to understand also... lol

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new feature of blog: gonna embed the songs i'm listening recently in each blog post ba... hehe

Enrique Iglesias ft Ciara: Takin' back my love (Enrique still look so damn hot!)

Random Updates

this post is just some random updates :)

*****
last Sunday was my first trip to tree top walk near MacRitchie Reservoir. went with gals. together got 4 of us. Abit scary at first when we walked inside the park thru venus drive. On the way saw a group of monkeys. Scared that they would attack us (all thanks to the monkeys at my home loh, i know how they can behave when they come in groups)... No wonder the sign says it's dangerous to walk that path lah...

anyway, while walking towards tree top walk, saw 2 hunks jogging... nice body they have... and all sweaty... :p managed to capture their pic from behind... ahhh.. what a sight!

lunch we had in Liang Court (Clarke Quay), ate at 2 diff places... erm.. main course Jap food, dessert Italian food... haha... anyway, found out the place selling cheap Escargot (snails) at this Italian rest. Only 5++... first time i ever tasted snails and not bad!

*****
remb the wear-skirt-for-the-whole-week challenge? I took it up and today was the final day. hehe... the prize was only apple carrot juice with milk.... cheap right? but the victory was sweet and priceless... haha... because nvr ever underestimate me! haha...

anyway, on the course of wearing skirt for the whole week, ppl been questioning why i wear so nice.. "go out on date ahhh?" "what's the special occasion?" lolz... some ppl also commented that i look nice, look very 淑女... and some more unknown person smiled at me for no reason -.-'' maybe they think i "fatt hao" lately also... haha
and finally i can wear back my jeans! so relieved!

*****
What I've Done

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no Alibi
‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret
From the truth
Of a Thousand Lies

So let Mercy Come
And Wash Away

what i`ve Done
I've faced myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself
And let Go of What I’ve done

Put to rest
What you Thought of Me
While I clean this Slate
With the Hands of Uncertainty

For What I’ve Done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done

What I’ve Done
Forgiving What I’ve Done

*****
i've sinned. i've done something bad recently. was misguided recently. need to repent on what i've done wrongly. Thank you Buddha for leading me back to the right path. Please grant me wisdom and strength to stay on the right path. Amitabha!

RIP Patrick Swayze

This morning was on the bus, saw the news of him. Initially didn't take too much notice of his news, but when the news headline showed that he died of pancreatic cancer, I respect him totally. He has been fighting the disease and struggling for the past 20 months and still involved in filming drama series "The Beast" when he was sick. No kidding for a cancer patient who undergoes treatment and still have the energy for acting. I guess he must have loved acting.
For those of you who don't know he is, he's the one who acted in "Dirty Dancing" and "Ghost". Go youtube and watch his dancing moves in "Dirty Dancing" and his infamous pottery making session with Demi Moore in "Ghost".
May you rest peacefully, Patrick.

p/s: think the Beast series is currently showing in AXN channels... mayb i should start watching this show... :p

Lady-like Mink?

hehe... today dunno what mood i was into that this morning when i wake up i felt like wearing a skirt? haha.... it's very rare for me wearing a skirt lor... once in a blue moon...
and then my friends always give a shocking look that i wore skirt to school.. =.=''
what? i'm a girl lor... not that i can't wear skirt what.. hahaz....
but wearing skirt make me look quite feminine i guess, got the teacher type look... ppl always commented that...haha... happy coz seldom get praises that i'm lady like lor...
then got ppl challenged me to wear skirt in school for the whole week leh....
still thinking of whether to accept the challenge... quite challenging for me also... coz i have to act lady like for the whole week? so uncomfortable... and some more must sit properly... and some more lab very cold sometimes ler.... still thinking...haha....

Too Blunt Too Sharp

Today i just realized that what I say does affect other ppl. Sometimes, I say words that are too blunt and straightforward that it will hurt other parties. I'm sorry if you've heard what I've said and still taking it at heart. I didn't mean it. I apologize for what I've said. That's why I rather be a listener than talking. Blame it on my Sagittarius traits, I guess... Nah... Think I shall watch out my mouth sometimes...Sometimes silence is virtue. Reflect reflect...

Korean Gene

Annyeonghaseyo!
hehe...tempted to learn Korean...can bluff ppl that I have korean blood in me.... haha...
even my name is somewhat similar to korean names... haha...
wait till I finish remembering all the hangul first... still can't remb all the characters, especially the vowel char...
anyway, here's a link to learn some korean language...

updates

I passed my qe yesterday! i didn't do my best during the presentation though. but luckily i passed... phew!
really wanna thank a lot of ppl for their advice, encouragement and wishes :) dun worry, will treat u guys a lunch/dinner/loong har salad :)
but bad news is that i have another few more years to suffer :(
anyway, after presentation, i finally had a better sleep.... haha.. slept 5 hours straight in the afternoon.
and as for today, bought something for myself...as a motivation, as a prize for myself... maybe weekends gonna buy even more...i'm still looking for a nice green t-shirt and a watch? sigh... i've spoilt 3 swatch watches... sad... everytime i wear, the watch refuse to tick, and it's not because of low battery... dunno why, just that maybe my body have too many static charges that might spoil the watch mechanism? dunno... really liked swatch but seemed like no fate to wear them... sigh...
anyway, the thing that i bought is a new monkey... keke.. name is Rafat, and he look very compatible with Charlotte (my another female monkey)... tmr going to show off my Rafat...that is if ppl got notice him or not la... haha
weekends will busy myself with lotsa activities... it's been quite awhile i haven't meet up with friends for chit chat... and this sunday got SSO performance at botanical garden at 6pm... playing mendelssohn's and romantic period work... should be a very romantic evening... and somemore it's free admission! don't miss out! i've always missed out free SSO performance...this time not gonna miss it... hehe...
okie... gotta go zzz already... tired... nitez

牛郎织女

Today is the 7th day of the 7th Chinese Lunar Month. (七夕)
This is the only day of the year that both Niulang and Zhinv get to see each other. Both are separated and were allowed to rejoin on this day thru a bridge formed by birds. Talk about long distance relationship!
I wonder is it that these two days raining was because of Zhinv crying. Sigh! Poor thing, her eyes must be very swollen...

wonder

i'm wondering what i am doing right now?
most ppl at my age, either have lots of $$, building a career, or having preparation for a new family.
i have none of the above... sighz...
i dun have any $$. i dun have a career yet. and i dun even have a mate to start a family.
just wondering only... another 3 months and 20 days... i'm turning 26! but i think i'm in the mindset of forever sticking my age to 25.... haha... still young at heart can already... :)

btw, had a funny conversation with my nephew... he was asking me to sponsor his camera lens... er.... as usual, i say i very poor lor... and he don't believe... and he say i will spend like a duchess for my marriage... HAHA...dunno how he suddenly touched the marriage topic also...
first of all, ur aunty here don't even have a partner to have a marriage in mind lor...
second of all, even if i were to get married, i won't spend $$ on my wedding. just spend a few bucks on ROM fees, a small tea ceremony and one or two dinner table with both sides of the family...GAO DIM! oh and i forgot, need wedding ring hor? no need too extravagant, just a small symbollic of being married... haha... that's all.. simple and practical！:p

home sweet home

i was talking to my friend the other day 'coz i wanted to pass him something back at home...
so he offered to come to my house and collect stuff...
then i asked him, "u still remember my place?"
this is what he replied, "the top of XX garden. who can forget?"
haha... yea... the top of the garden... no need directions also know how to find... haha

my home, was built by my daddy's hands.. even before i was born at that time...
my daddy bought this piece of land, next to a rubber tree area, next to a small hill, and build it with bricks and wood...
my home, a windy place...winds will blow and the sound is quite scary at times, like those in the children's story when it was raining and the trees are swaying hard...
my home, a wild place... u occasionally see wild animals over at my place... wild boar, wild chickens, eagle, snake, squirrel, monkeys, and even tapir too!

ahh... thinking of home... just makes u wanna go back... i really miss home... and i really miss my parents... they provide me with shelter, food and water... sigh... just miss them so much... always praying hard that they are in good shape...

KPop

been listening to kpop music recently..though dunno what they were saying in the song... haha..









*i want nobody nobody but chew... haha

Lifetime Partner

hmm... was playing this quiz "Who is your lifetime match" the other day on fb...

dunno how true it is... the person i need to look for is a gemini... haha

but the description is quite true la...

here goes the description:

You're not prone to falling head over heels in love. However, you do find yourself falling in love, but slowly. Beforehand, you like to put your devoted admirer to the test. You need intellectual exchanges. To seduce you, this person best not be your average Joe and they will know how to get off the beaten track. And most importantly, they won't smother you. Very independent you are and you need your freedom to be happy. Before committing yourself, you reflect for a long time, which generally allows you to make the right decision. It's not easy to tie an you down... But it's a different matter with this kind of person. You will find their intelligence and bubbly character attractive. You can speak about anything with them and are enriched by your contact with them. They respect your independent spirit because they are also obsessed with liberty. You don't feel like they enclose you in a cage. Quite the opposite, they help you to escape from routine. And in bed, all's good! You're both very imaginative and have a lot of fun together.

hope i can one! haha..maybe not lifetime partner la... just casual partner... hehe