Pushing me away

~part of Linkin Park's song "Pushing me away":

Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me
Pushes me away

it's been a long time i havent blogged... haha... abit lazy and got nothing to write in here...
last night when i was abt to sleep, i was being questioned this: why do u trust ppl so easily?
i was like...duh? ppl start to sleep leh, give such a tough question to be answered...luckily i'm not those easily get bothered and could not sleep type and keep thinking abt finding answer...
anyway, my answer to that question is.....ppl easily get trust from me..i give 100% trust to that person at first... but as time goes by, i will evaluate whether this person should gain my trust more or should i reduce the trust on that person...but generally, ppl gain more trust from me... haha..unless that person did something that really hurt me, the trust will immediately drop to zero..
maybe u would think, why not avoid getting by not giving trust to that person? er...that's how i live my life...when i'm hurt, i will stand back up and prove that nothing in the world could beat me down... though need some time to get back to normal, at least i lived and survived..

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this is so cute!
anyway, it's animal nature/human nature to be busybody also..... haha
and hor, only one of them is not interested in the bird fight.... haha

super geram right now! wanna go back home but cannot...zzz

bleeding love

i dont care what they say,
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away,
but they dont know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing
and u cut me open...
and i keep bleeding love...

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drive of life

what is the drive of our life? what is the meaning of life?
sometimes, we need to find something that gives us our motivation towards our life. motivation on what we are doing.
why are we here in the first place? ever wonder that?
hmm... sound so deep... i'm getting confused too... haha

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dream within a dream

when we sleep, we dream...
but how do we know whether at this moment, while we are conscious, we are not in the dreaming world?
how can we be so sure that our lives now arent in a dreamland?
how do we know for sure?
mayb i'm now in dreamland...things that are happening... dream or reality?
haha... watch inception and get confused in the dream within dream la... :p

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morning

what a great morning to start off with when:

u open the door and got a surprise when u see a big national flag hanging in front of your door...

u smell the fresh green grass cut smell...(yes, i have a weird taste...i just love the grass cut smell and i miss the smell)

u see such a lovely morning sun shining brightly, indicating today is gonna be a good day...

u open your eyes and put a smile on your face...

just feel contented with whatever u have...look at things on the bright side... whatever will be, will be...

somewhere only we know

i really love this song lyrics....dunno whether i have blogged abt this before as well.. but i just super love it...now it's one of my ringtone for somebody... haha.. ooh and this song appeared in "he's not that into you" movie... "oh simple thing, where have u gone? i'm getting older i need something to rely on so tell me when u gonna let me in i'm getting tired i need somewhere to begin have u got a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know this could be the end of everything so why don't we go somewhere only know"

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just wondering

the other day, somebody commented that i have some sort of body smell...
that makes me wonder how the smell smelled like? coz i couldn't even smell my own body smell...zzz
so i went back and asked my sister.. she said, yes, i do have the kind of smell... not bad smelly, neither is it fragant...
omg... really makes me curious how is it like... i can't imagine what that kind of smell is like...

funny dream

i dreamed something good last night...
a friend of mine announced to me that he's getting married... i was so so happy for him...
hmm.. i wonder if this dream meant anything? maybe I will be getting a bomb soon? haha..

how could i forget?

eh...i forgot how important today's date is...need somebody to remind me... blur blur already... now i gotta think of a way to recompensate for my forgetfulness... no idea how to lah...zzz

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make up

make up really do wonders. i saw a fren of mine on fb photo and i was at awe with her makeup skills. she practically can cover up her acne and without u noticing it. and somemore she's a pretty gal. maybe i should get some tips from her next time.

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i am scared

right now i am fearful. i can hear a lot of voices telling me,"serves u right mink, who ask u not to listen?" i am totally scared right now... but who could listen me out when i dont even know how to describe my fear? zzz

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toy story 3

u've always think that sequels of movies are no good, rite?
toy story 3 is nicely done! really a must watch, coz this will be their last and it was hilarious...i can't stop laughing in the cinema... hehe..still am a big kid :p
and thanks to the big adult who bring this big kid watching the movie... hehe

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vichy skincare

vichy normaderm range is a not bad product for oily skin ppl like me...controls oil and acne problem... been using it for quite sometime.. .though occasionally got some breakout coz of pms issue plus stress, still it controls the oil nicely... if not, i think my face everyday also got new pimple popping out...
ytd went over at watson's counter but the promoter was on leave... how come always on leave everytime i visit one....
so i went over to guardian.. luckily the promoter is there.. so i asked what offer they have currently...she told me the moisturizer is having promo... plus when u buy, free a bottle of cleansing gel... what i had in mind was the cleansing gel actually.. haha.. so in the end bought it to stock up my supplies...
and somemore u automatically become a member... accumulate 200 and got some free gift... and this promoter was good enough to send personal msg when there's discount on vichy products.. ooh yes.. i no need to always go there when they are going to hav 20%...

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test test

testing 123....
blogging thru my droid...
cool stuff eh? now i can blog on the go...hehe
been busy with myself recently... too many things keeping me occupied...
guess i have to blog thru my mobile next time... and so convenient... next time can post some shoutout over here...
for example, its gonna rain heavily and lucky i'm on the bus already... :p

xoxo

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Bluntness

Foolish me... I am just too blunt in front of the people that I love and in turn hurt them...
I just feel bad... If only I could take back my words...If only there's a chance...
Sometimes when I wanna take the courage to take one step forward, something just happened and make me think twice before proceeding...
Mink, what happened to ur fearlessness? the i dun care attitude? arghhh... you must find it back... you must!

You Got Me

Listen to this song... nice~

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide
I like you, I like you

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me yeah, you got me

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
It knocks me off my feet

Oh I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good, it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin
'cause no matter what I do
Oh, my heart is filled with you

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Living each day in this life
Without you, without you

One look from you, I know you understand
This mess we're in, you know is just so out of hand

Oh, I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good, it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin
'cause no matter what I do
Oh my heart is filled with you

I hope we always feel this way
I know we will
And in my heart I know that you'll always stay

Oh you got me, you got me

~lyrics from "you got me" by Colbie Caillat

2010-06-06

this day marks the day that I made a decision which is crucial to us...
All I wanted to say I'm not impulsive in making this decision...
I hope that I made a right decision after all the considerations and hope the better future of us.

Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world but
Don't wanna be alone tonight
On this planet they call Earth

You don't know about my past and
I don't have a future figured out
And maybe this is going too fast
And maybe it's not meant to last

But what do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or a hand to hold or hell to pay
What do you say? What do you say?

I just wanna start again
And maybe you could show me how to try
Maybe you could take me in
Somewhere underneath your skin

What do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or a hand to hold or hell to pay
What do you say? What do you say?

Hey now, hey, my heart is beating down
But I'm always coming back for more, yeah
There's nothing like love to pull you up
When you're lying down on the floor, babe

So talk to me, talk to me like lovers do
Yeah walk with me, walk with me like lovers do
Like lovers do

~lyrics from Celine Dion - Taking Chances