hmm... just wondering what do you do with all the stuff that your ex gave to you?
some ppl would throw it away, give it back to ex, or donate to somebody else?
but for me, mayb i'm weird... i keep all the stuff... haha
seriously, i don't see why i should give it away... it's still usable to me...it's not like when i see all these stuff, i would still have feelings back again...
this topic came about when my sis saw me wearing a tee shirt that's a plus size for me...she asked me where i've bought it.. .then i honestly told her it was a gift from my ex...then she asked, why are you still wearing it... i was like, huh? why can't I? there's nothing wrong what...i don't see a point why i should throw it away when it's still usable lor... haha...and now thinking about it... the phone that she's using now is also a gift from my ex too.... hahaha.. so should i tell her to throw that away too? :p
Sunday, October 31, 2010
i dunno
sometimes it's best to answer ppl this: "I dunno"
why?
because sometimes it's best that u keep quiet about what u know about a matter but has nothing to do with you and none of your concern...
I've always adopted the "I dunno" attitude. haha...sometimes it's because i don't wanna create more trouble for myself and the other party...and sometimes it's because "I REALLY DUNNO" lolz
why?
because sometimes it's best that u keep quiet about what u know about a matter but has nothing to do with you and none of your concern...
I've always adopted the "I dunno" attitude. haha...sometimes it's because i don't wanna create more trouble for myself and the other party...and sometimes it's because "I REALLY DUNNO" lolz
Thursday, October 21, 2010
相愛很難
eh... i like this song's lyrics... haha
最好 有生一日都愛下去
但誰人 能將戀愛當做終生興趣
生活 其實旨在找到個伴侶
面對現實 熱戀很快變長流細水
可惜我 不智或僥倖
對火花天生敏感
不過 兩隻手拉得太緊
愛到過了界那對愛人
同時亦最易變成一對敵人
也許相愛很難
就難在其實雙方各有各寄望 怎麼辦
要單戀都難
受太大的禮會內疚卻也無力歸還
也許不愛不難 但如未成佛昇仙也會怕
愛情前途黯淡
愛不愛都難
未快樂先有責任給予對方面露歡顏
得到浪漫 又要有空間
得到定局 卻怕去到終站
然後付出多得到少不介意豁達
又擔心 有人看不過眼
可惜我 不智或僥倖
對火花天生敏感
不過 兩隻手拉得太緊
愛到過了界那對愛人
同時亦最易變成一對敵人
也許相愛很難
就難在其實雙方各有各寄望 怎麼辦
要單戀都難
受太大的禮會內疚卻也無力歸還
也許不愛不難 但如未成佛昇仙也會怕
愛情前途黯淡
愛不愛都難
未快樂先有責任給予對方面露歡顏
得到浪漫 又要有空間
得到定局 卻怕去到終站
然後付出多得到少不介意豁達
又擔心 有人看不過眼
無論熱戀中失戀中
都永遠記住第一戒 別要張開雙眼
最好 有生一日都愛下去
但誰人 能將戀愛當做終生興趣
生活 其實旨在找到個伴侶
面對現實 熱戀很快變長流細水
可惜我 不智或僥倖
對火花天生敏感
不過 兩隻手拉得太緊
愛到過了界那對愛人
同時亦最易變成一對敵人
也許相愛很難
就難在其實雙方各有各寄望 怎麼辦
要單戀都難
受太大的禮會內疚卻也無力歸還
也許不愛不難 但如未成佛昇仙也會怕
愛情前途黯淡
愛不愛都難
未快樂先有責任給予對方面露歡顏
得到浪漫 又要有空間
得到定局 卻怕去到終站
然後付出多得到少不介意豁達
又擔心 有人看不過眼
可惜我 不智或僥倖
對火花天生敏感
不過 兩隻手拉得太緊
愛到過了界那對愛人
同時亦最易變成一對敵人
也許相愛很難
就難在其實雙方各有各寄望 怎麼辦
要單戀都難
受太大的禮會內疚卻也無力歸還
也許不愛不難 但如未成佛昇仙也會怕
愛情前途黯淡
愛不愛都難
未快樂先有責任給予對方面露歡顏
得到浪漫 又要有空間
得到定局 卻怕去到終站
然後付出多得到少不介意豁達
又擔心 有人看不過眼
無論熱戀中失戀中
都永遠記住第一戒 別要張開雙眼
bored stuff
I found out something about myself. I can't drink alcohol. Lolz
Just hours after drinking, red rashes appeared everywhere. Arms, torso, neck. Very ugly sight. Takes about half an hour for it to subside after that.
My blood is too sensitive with the alcohol effect apparently. And my liver is definitely working! But dunno it's good or bad. Think it's best not to drink afterall.
On a contrary note, I've realized human did a lot of stupid things before. Like me, I did stupid things a lot and sometimes regretted it. If given the chance to turn back time, maybe I would not make such moves. But then, life still goes on... and the regret shall forever remain our regret and sad memories. But at least you've lived happily before and survived through it right? And there's a whole new happy chapter waiting for you in the very near future. Yea.. always stay at a positive note and life is great afterall.
Ok enough of prep talk. Have a great day and cherish from this day onwards :)
Just hours after drinking, red rashes appeared everywhere. Arms, torso, neck. Very ugly sight. Takes about half an hour for it to subside after that.
My blood is too sensitive with the alcohol effect apparently. And my liver is definitely working! But dunno it's good or bad. Think it's best not to drink afterall.
On a contrary note, I've realized human did a lot of stupid things before. Like me, I did stupid things a lot and sometimes regretted it. If given the chance to turn back time, maybe I would not make such moves. But then, life still goes on... and the regret shall forever remain our regret and sad memories. But at least you've lived happily before and survived through it right? And there's a whole new happy chapter waiting for you in the very near future. Yea.. always stay at a positive note and life is great afterall.
Ok enough of prep talk. Have a great day and cherish from this day onwards :)
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Monday, October 18, 2010
Dragonlance Dream
omg... this is the first time i had a dream on fantasy novel...
me and about 5 people (maybe consist of dwarve, kender, mage..i cannot remember) were in a dwarven mine. somehow, we knew our location was found out by the evil villains and we had to act fast, trying to find our way out from the mines. and the only way out was climbing the steep stairs down the mountain. and this mountain is so tall that it really is very very steep and open and u might just fall off at any time.
somehow, we also took heavy stuff from the mine. some bundle of tiles, i think...the group walks first and me the last. somehow i'm the leader and had to check everything is alright. and i had to cover our trail or something, so i was left far behind. never did i know that in front, there's a fork road =_= the group had walked and walked and nvr waited for me. so by the time i reached the fork road, nobody was in sight and i dunno which way they took... so i simply choose one path on the left. the road goes all the way down and i passed by some group of strangers with heavy cloak covering from head to toe. i glimpsed on them and saw it was a draconian, the body of a human but the head of a lizard. i walked quickly past them, go unnoticed. phew! i reached the village and found it's a human village...and no sight of my group people. so i knew i took the wrong turn... and headed back to the original path and choose the right one... i finally saw them and asked the kender to scout and check further down the road, how long more do we need to reach the bottom of the mountain, while we all rest at a point. i told them i saw draconians and asked them did they see them...they said they didn't...
and i woke up in my sleep...zzz and felt exhausted too... like i never really rested at all..zzz
me and about 5 people (maybe consist of dwarve, kender, mage..i cannot remember) were in a dwarven mine. somehow, we knew our location was found out by the evil villains and we had to act fast, trying to find our way out from the mines. and the only way out was climbing the steep stairs down the mountain. and this mountain is so tall that it really is very very steep and open and u might just fall off at any time.
somehow, we also took heavy stuff from the mine. some bundle of tiles, i think...the group walks first and me the last. somehow i'm the leader and had to check everything is alright. and i had to cover our trail or something, so i was left far behind. never did i know that in front, there's a fork road =_= the group had walked and walked and nvr waited for me. so by the time i reached the fork road, nobody was in sight and i dunno which way they took... so i simply choose one path on the left. the road goes all the way down and i passed by some group of strangers with heavy cloak covering from head to toe. i glimpsed on them and saw it was a draconian, the body of a human but the head of a lizard. i walked quickly past them, go unnoticed. phew! i reached the village and found it's a human village...and no sight of my group people. so i knew i took the wrong turn... and headed back to the original path and choose the right one... i finally saw them and asked the kender to scout and check further down the road, how long more do we need to reach the bottom of the mountain, while we all rest at a point. i told them i saw draconians and asked them did they see them...they said they didn't...
and i woke up in my sleep...zzz and felt exhausted too... like i never really rested at all..zzz
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Meat eater
hmm.. last time i used to contradict myself what kind of meat i can eat and what others i won't wanna eat...
outside in this world, most of the meats are edible. say for example, ppl can eat croc, snake, dog, whale, horse and etc. well, to these ppl, they might just say, hey, it's just meat. it tastes similar with pork or chicken etc.
but i wouldn't even wanna try eating those meat, given that i'm a daredevil that would try anything.
you see, i don't eat reptiles. just don't like eating a reptile. coz they are cold blooded animal.
i don't eat other mammals such as dog, whale or horse that is out of conventional. Dogs are good animals...whales are going to extinct. horses are kind animals too...
the only struggle i've had is beef...
some ppl say they don't eat beef is because of religion. I was brought up in family who doesn't eat beef. but then sometimes i curi-curi go and eat beef when i ordered burgers, which is not good. they say that cows will have tears when they know you are going to kill it.
now i'm also kind of not eating beef anymore.. in fact, i've been trying very hard not to eat beef all this while but always failed... lol... now i'm really abstaining it. see if it works for me after awhile. :p
outside in this world, most of the meats are edible. say for example, ppl can eat croc, snake, dog, whale, horse and etc. well, to these ppl, they might just say, hey, it's just meat. it tastes similar with pork or chicken etc.
but i wouldn't even wanna try eating those meat, given that i'm a daredevil that would try anything.
you see, i don't eat reptiles. just don't like eating a reptile. coz they are cold blooded animal.
i don't eat other mammals such as dog, whale or horse that is out of conventional. Dogs are good animals...whales are going to extinct. horses are kind animals too...
the only struggle i've had is beef...
some ppl say they don't eat beef is because of religion. I was brought up in family who doesn't eat beef. but then sometimes i curi-curi go and eat beef when i ordered burgers, which is not good. they say that cows will have tears when they know you are going to kill it.
now i'm also kind of not eating beef anymore.. in fact, i've been trying very hard not to eat beef all this while but always failed... lol... now i'm really abstaining it. see if it works for me after awhile. :p
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Mondo
Mondo is one of the designers on project runway season 8.
He really is a very talented fashion designer.
He can make clothes, design something that normally everybody won't think that it's high fashion but he could make magic with it. His specialty is dealing with printed fabric.
In the recent challenge, designers were to design their own prints fabric based on their personal life.
I nearly cried when he told his story.
He designed a fabric with positive signs in it. His inspiration was that he was a HIV positive and have kept this a secret for 10 years, hiding it from everyone including his family member.
He initially didn't want to tell the story. But after that, one of the judges is curious on what kind of story that made him create that fabulous print fabric. and he told the story and he felt like he was free after telling everybody the secret behind it.
I kinda understand how he felt and really have to say "you are so brave!"
and he won the challenge! good luck to you mondo... hope you are one of the 3 finalist in the fashion week and can't wait to see ur collections on the runway. sure hope you win coz you are really really gifted in this industry :)
He really is a very talented fashion designer.
He can make clothes, design something that normally everybody won't think that it's high fashion but he could make magic with it. His specialty is dealing with printed fabric.
In the recent challenge, designers were to design their own prints fabric based on their personal life.
I nearly cried when he told his story.
He designed a fabric with positive signs in it. His inspiration was that he was a HIV positive and have kept this a secret for 10 years, hiding it from everyone including his family member.
He initially didn't want to tell the story. But after that, one of the judges is curious on what kind of story that made him create that fabulous print fabric. and he told the story and he felt like he was free after telling everybody the secret behind it.
I kinda understand how he felt and really have to say "you are so brave!"
and he won the challenge! good luck to you mondo... hope you are one of the 3 finalist in the fashion week and can't wait to see ur collections on the runway. sure hope you win coz you are really really gifted in this industry :)
Idealist
Played a personality test... never realized I'm an idealist =_=
looking at the profile... idealist seem like very great... lagi =_=
Idealist are:
focused on making the world a better place for people. =_=
highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. =_=
they may be reserved in expressing emotion, they have a very deep well of caring and are genuinely interested in understanding people. =_=
do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. If they must face it, they will always approach it from the perspective of their feelings.=_=
flexible and laid-back, until one of their values is violated. In the face of their value system being threatened, they can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause.=_=
have very high standards and are perfectionists. Consequently, they are usually hard on themselves, and don't give themselves enough credit.=_=
they say idealist should be talented in writing... maybe i should start writing some stuff... haha
looking at the profile... idealist seem like very great... lagi =_=
Idealist are:
focused on making the world a better place for people. =_=
highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. =_=
they may be reserved in expressing emotion, they have a very deep well of caring and are genuinely interested in understanding people. =_=
do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. If they must face it, they will always approach it from the perspective of their feelings.=_=
flexible and laid-back, until one of their values is violated. In the face of their value system being threatened, they can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause.=_=
have very high standards and are perfectionists. Consequently, they are usually hard on themselves, and don't give themselves enough credit.=_=
they say idealist should be talented in writing... maybe i should start writing some stuff... haha
Friday, October 8, 2010
寂寞寂寞就好
saw my friend's post on this video...
never realized that really got a lot a lot of chinese songs singing about breakups...
next ktv i wanna sing this! (if there is another "next" ktv session =_=) lol
the lyrics:
还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪 所以变瘦
对着镜子 我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了
想到快疯掉
死不了 就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了
赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你有改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破才看得见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了
想到快疯掉
死不了 就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了
赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉
never realized that really got a lot a lot of chinese songs singing about breakups...
next ktv i wanna sing this! (if there is another "next" ktv session =_=) lol
the lyrics:
还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪 所以变瘦
对着镜子 我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了
想到快疯掉
死不了 就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了
赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你有改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破才看得见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了
想到快疯掉
死不了 就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了
赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉
Monday, October 4, 2010
weird!
Hmm... today I saw a guy..walking very weirdly... or should say walking very fiercely...like a model cat-walking on runway...then saw him wearing heels... OMG...I'm seeing a lot of weird things lately... and everybody saw him also turned their heads looking at him and kinda laughed too...is he seeking too much attention? Does he really need to do that?
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Sunday, October 3, 2010
So Much Drama
hi blog!
it's been really awhile i haven't share what's happening to me lately...
yet another drama has happened to me again :(
i am still feeling sad... and now it's more of like withdrawal symptom...haha
anyway, i am getting so fed up of all this drama...
and all i could say is, i am never ever letting myself into all this drama...never ever again!
but funny thing is, dramas seem to keep following me :S just immediately one drama has happened to me, another drama might start if I've gone ahead with it...of coz I'm not going ahead with it lah...
but it's just so funny that they just come like that...so hard to avoid... maybe this year i'm having all the "luck"...maybe this is my karma too...I'm beginning to believe that I'm much more happier with myself than with other people...
hmm... thinking of changing my image... I need a haircut badly!!
it's been really awhile i haven't share what's happening to me lately...
yet another drama has happened to me again :(
i am still feeling sad... and now it's more of like withdrawal symptom...haha
anyway, i am getting so fed up of all this drama...
and all i could say is, i am never ever letting myself into all this drama...never ever again!
but funny thing is, dramas seem to keep following me :S just immediately one drama has happened to me, another drama might start if I've gone ahead with it...of coz I'm not going ahead with it lah...
but it's just so funny that they just come like that...so hard to avoid... maybe this year i'm having all the "luck"...maybe this is my karma too...I'm beginning to believe that I'm much more happier with myself than with other people...
hmm... thinking of changing my image... I need a haircut badly!!
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