Tribute to Michael Jackson

RIP MJ, you rock my world, you know you did!

favorite song:



infamous dance moves:

sad

at this hour, i had a really bad feeling about it...
so when i heard the news through the phone, i was totally in blankness... though i still can listen to the details and everything... after putting down the phone, i sat there, motionless...felt sad...think awhile...and started to have some tears when i told the news to the ppl concerned with the issue...
everyone must stay strong, including myself...here's the time to give support

house moving

ahhhh... i hate house moving...
and for all you know, i regretted for not calling the lorry/van...
made 3 cab trips... scolded by 2 cab drivers (first one was given the wrong pick up address, second one refuse to transport our stuffs to the new place) and the price still comes to the same...
and i never knew we had so much stuff!!!
took 2 days to finally settle all the stuffs and a clean environment to stay in...
now adjusting to new place...not a bad place...though abit noisy, still need sometime to adapt...still got many things to explore here, like what are the good food around here! hahaha
super tired now... sleep liao...

p/s: saw HOD(head of division) at giant hypermart... gave me a very very friendly wave...omg... i think he remembers all his division's students! btw, he has a cute baby in the pram... maybe less than 1 yr old...

Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen

So so wanna watch transformers 2! waited for so long, ever since the first transformer movie was out, which was in 2007? ahhh, almost 2 years already... opening next week 24th June...can't wait to watch this at my favorite cinema...hehe...
plus, cute Shia is back again! and the autobots and decepticons of course! :)
another plus, soundtrack is again by Linkin Park... been listening to their new song again and again and again...never get bored at all...though still prefer "what i've done" song... but this one not bad too... just love their songs :)

emo

have been very emo lately...
all the negative feelings encountered within these few weeks...
shocked...sad...disgusted...disappointed...frustrated...mad...
a used to be happy go lucky gal suddenly see the world as not that happy as she perceived to be...
and some more you have to put on the big smile as if nothing has happened...those pretentious smile, which last time i hated ppl doing that... but now, i finally understand why ppl like to fake their smile...
it's easier said than done though...
i've discovered the inner side of me that how ugly i can be... to be honest, i've never seen myself getting that mad before... i've never cried so many a times before...
maybe it's the emotional i'm handling thru...need some time to reconstruct my emotions and some confidence...anyway, i will be fine eventually...

soul

hmm... do u believe in soul? the other day, i had a conversation with the cleaning makcik... the usual complaining the students here who likes to dirty the place... making a lot of work for her...
then suddenly we touched some disturbing conversation...


FOR THOSE WHO ARE STILL STUDYING IN NTU, PLEASE DO NOT READ FURTHER!

forgot how we touched on the conversation about the suicide case in school... she told me, "ada orang masih nampak roh dia kat kawasan sini...berjalan-jalan... pakcik kata dia nampak dlm siang hari pun..." (translation: got ppl saw his soul roaming around here... uncle said he even saw him in bright day light)

my first expression? eh... true or not? how come i don't see one? rumor lah! but makcik say it until like very true... dun wan to argue with her... haha...

anyway, if you didn't do anything wrong, you won't get scared of all these... after all, souls are just another form of being and they were human before...so no harm in them actually...that's what i think lah...

something buggering my mind

when life is not a bed of roses, only then you start to realize.
ignorance is a bliss. but sometimes things aren't that simple to ignore.

-random quotes.. hehe

Para Para Dance

Remember the dance in "Para Para Sakura"?
Gosh, i can still remember a little bit of this dance move. I learned it during my form six days. Boy, we had so much fun dancing together.
So, today after lunch, friends were talking about dances. and i thought this dance that i've learnt. So while walking back to my lab, I made those hand dance movements. Friends were behind me. I wasn't aware of the ppl walking behind me lah... and out of sudden a prof passed right beside me and my hand accidentally hit his arm. So embarassing lor... >.<

anyway, mood these days not really good i think... do not know how to describe the feelings inside me... just that now i finally understand feelings, emotions, and most of all love. the selfless love. the experience of heart aches, emotions when everything come together. i never knew i was so dumb all this while. i just wish that i wasn't too late to find this out. and maybe it's a good thing i found out too.