have been very emo lately...
all the negative feelings encountered within these few weeks...
shocked...sad...disgusted...disappointed...frustrated...mad...
a used to be happy go lucky gal suddenly see the world as not that happy as she perceived to be...
and some more you have to put on the big smile as if nothing has happened...those pretentious smile, which last time i hated ppl doing that... but now, i finally understand why ppl like to fake their smile...
it's easier said than done though...
i've discovered the inner side of me that how ugly i can be... to be honest, i've never seen myself getting that mad before... i've never cried so many a times before...
maybe it's the emotional i'm handling thru...need some time to reconstruct my emotions and some confidence...anyway, i will be fine eventually...
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