nightmare

I had the worst nightmare ever. Nope, not dreaming about monsters or anything stuff like that.
This dream I had was so realistic to me. I seldom had such logical kind of dream and can still remember every detail after waking up. Probably it was my guilty conscious towards this person. I dreamed of my ex.
I dreamed that we reconcile back. At first, it was a good feeling to get back together with him. Then suddenly, it turned bad. It reminded me why we broke up. We were not in talking terms again and break up again.
Probably this was not very scary to you. But it was to me. Dreams like these give a logical hint, which in this dream hinted me that I fear of committing myself into another relationship. The heartaches that we have to endure in a relationship is not fun at all. Being carefree is still the best for the moment ;)

Another nightmare to some of the women out there is getting old. I said some! me not included in that category. Haha. Getting old is one of the journey that we had to go through. Yeah, getting loose fats, cellulites, crowfeet, wrinkles, grey hair are not very pleasant looking, but it will be part of our body when we age. We had to deal with that.
Still, we hate to admit we are getting old when our heart is still young. So, when little kids called us aunty/uncle, sometimes you would still grudge abt it. "Why? Do I look so old? Why not called as kor kor/jie jie (brother/sister)?" Haha.
A cute incident happened to me regarding the "aunty rank". A cute little girl was holding back the lift when I came back home. I wanted to enter the lift, then she blocked me, saying, "等一下aunty" (wait aunty). I thought she refered me as aunty. Few seconds later, there was another aunty fastened her pace and entered the lift. Only then I realized she was referring to her aunty and not me.
I didn't mind about being called as aunty anyway. I have a cute 3 year old niece, a 25 year old nephew (he called me for fun sake lah and gave me tonnes of creative nicknames). And my friends are having babies already! Rank promoted! Haha.