To kill or not to kill?

Well, as promised writing down the serious thoughts that I had in the past week...

Question in thought: If you as a parent have discovered the unborn baby is going to have permanent disease such as down syndrome or disability, would you still let the unborn child come into this world?

It's a tough decision to make... This is what my thoughts are: If you are gonna give birth to the child, you have to think of the physical, emotional and social stress that you and your child have to go through later in life... you have to be stay strong for the child all the time, support the child with whatever you can, in terms of financial and the emotions. but what if you leave this world one day? who's gonna support the child when you are gone? who's gonna take care of the child? it's really pitiful...

But what if I don't let the child come into this world? Ain't I be too cruel to kill the child and not let the child see the wonderful things in this world? And somemore it's your own child, it's not that easy to conceive a child, you know...And in terms of Buddhism, no killing please! zzz...

So, it's really a tough decision to make. Imagine the agony that you are going through if you are the parent...

Anyway, just a random thought only...

雪狼湖:流星下的願 - 張學友&許慧欣