Clueless

What's up with me recently?
Simply clueless...
Was it the pms thingy that affected me? (must have been...having a great appetite lately...zzz...gonna gain weight soon...sigh)

been bloody emotional these days...
it's like almost anything could lift me up...
and after that almost anything can let me down...
and very sudden too...
what is wrong???

I'm so clueless until I dunno how to describe this...
but I could have found out why...
there's been a lot of stuff that make me worried are kept within me...
I never disclose to other ppl, not even to my dearest and closest ppl...
probably it's been a year I've been like this??
yea.. something happened a year ago that changed a little bit of my attitude towards life...

I don't disclose things because I do not like ppl beside me seeing me feeling unhappy...
or rather, my things could have caused them feeling unhappy or worried...
rather I'm the listener... to listen to their troubles and problems...
that's why i've always put up a cheerful smile...
to cheer ppl up...

everytime I see them, I feel happy...
It seems like all my trouble has gone when I'm with them...
at that moment in time...
I felt comfortable with them...
I felt happy with them...
I yearn to be with them all the time...
But then, life's not that simple...
I have to come back to reality soon...

Counting down the days that I'm gonna be with them and also the days that I'm back to reality...
Sigh~~~

when movies turn real

was bloody disturbed by the movie "kidnapper"...
thanks to my nephew who introduced this movie...zzz
i was too agitated watching this entire movie in the cinema...coz of how the kidnapper treated the poor kid...
though the acting, directing are so-so... but it's just the actions that are disturbing to me...
coz it could have happen to any kid in real life... and it can be real....
that's too much for me...
okay, i may have recently watched movies in a too serious matter...
i also dunno why... i kinda engaged myself into the movie...
i would feel sad, agitated, happy, frustrated, etc for the characters in the movie....
if movies were real, i sure hope it's a happy ending...

the night the city sleeps

Earth Hour... 27 March 2010..8.30pm-9.30pm

the night the city supposed to sleep...

wouldn't it be amazing to see the busy city life sleeps? in darkness...not totally... but at least with dimmed environment?

wouldn't it be nice when u can gaze to the sky, watching the sky in total darkness? and especially in a busy city life?

maybe i was expecting too much that night...the more that u expect, the more disappointed that u get...sigh...

i couldn't even do the simple magic trick, calling out "alakazam!" and poof! off went with the lights... haha...

probably there wasn't any awareness about this Earth Hour thingy... or people couldn't even be bothered? how to save the earth with such attitude??

however, as a consolation to my disappointment, i was able to see my stars in the sky while walking back home...

awesome! at least better than nothing for the night, right? haha

Blood Type & Personality

There's this general idea that your personality is determined by the blood type...

So here's a quiz that I watched it from a Korean comedy show, "My Boyfriend is Type B".

If you caught your spouse cheating on you and was in action with the other person in a room, what would you do?
a. Rush in to the room and caught them red-handed
b. Holding the door knob and thinking properly what you should do
c. Peek through the window and see what they are doing
d. Call the authorities and catch them (just think that it's illegal to have infidelity la... i think Koreans still follow the old tradition)

So, which one u picked?

Answers straight up...

Choose answer a. are O blood type: the impulsive type
Choose answer b. are A blood type: the cautious type
Choose answer c. are AB blood type: the shy type? (forgot what the girl said in the movie)
Choose answer d. are B blood type: the selfish type

haha... is this quiz accurate for you? well, mine is quite accurate... =p

Here's also some of the comic strips about the different blood type posted by another blogger DonnaDaritan... it's cute... some are accurate for me, some aren't... hehe... enjoy!

How to build love?

這是為一個朋友而寫的...
朋友, 我是為你而感到高興呀...真的很高興, 所以在這里, 寫了一些感觸... 可能是因為不需要再聽你發牢騷...yay! hehe... 跟你開玩笑的啦... 其實, 之前, 是有一點擔心你的, 因為我不是甚麼感情專家, 不知道應該要怎樣勸告, 我的經驗很膚淺嘛...
你終於想開了,相通了...
不再胡思亂想...
領悟到, 其實身邊的人不是那麼容易碰巧在一起, 必須經過很多的考驗而能在一起...
而且要有緣分才能真正的在一起...
所以呀, 要好好的珍惜身邊的人哦!

我的華語好爛啊!
anyway, just click on this nice article on how to build love
it talks about the stages of long lasting love, which i find might be quite true... not too sure >.<
told ya, i'm not a 感請專家....haha...

The History of me and SE

Me started knowing SE in 2003..
and ever since then, we were never apart...
hehe...
what were u thinking?
SE is Sony Ericsson... haha


My first SE:T100

My dad bought this cute little blue display submarine guy when I first entered university...
He's been with me from 2003-2006...
Talk about first love...
I've started to fell in love with SE.










My second SE:K750i

It was my last day of industrial attachment with the company and I was so determined to use my last paycheck to buy this camera phone :)
So memorable...
and it's still in use now... not by me though...
talk about the durability... :D







My third SE:W910i

Due to some reason, I needed to change my hp number. So might as well change to a new hp right?
I've wanted to try out a new walkman series... And also I've always wanted to try out the sliding phone as well...
Ta-Dah!
I've chosen this one...
Still ok-ok... though sometimes I've been abusing it when my hands are itchy and keep sliding it on and off... my bad...hehe





And this June, I'm so gonna change to smartphone...
Yea... everybody's been owning an iPhone these days...and heard that it's coming out a new one this June...but then, it's too much when u see almost everyone has it... nah... I want something different...something out of the ordinary...
My heart is still with SE...
SE going to launch out this one pretty soon:

Introducing XPERIA X10!!!
uber cool!!!
4 inch screen, SE 1st android phone, 8MP camera...
so wanna have this one... hope it's not that sluggish...
hmm black nicer or white one nicer?
And I don't think it's cheap :(
Gotta save save save!!! but how to save?? when this coming month got...hmm...let me see...1..2..3..4..5..6..7..OMG!! 7 ppl birthday??
ahhh... habis lah....no more buying stuff for myself for the upcoming months...
我忍！我忍！我忍！

The Heart Asks Pleasure First

I've been practicing this piece for the past weeks... and today I've finally got into the in depth of playing this -- the emotion part...

Totally surprised myself, I nearly cried when playing... My heart was following and singing together with what I'm playing... Woah... serious! I've never felt my heart with this sad kind of feeling before...

Here's how I interpret the music piece... There are the lyrics played at the right hand, which sings what the heart wants to express... while the accompaniments played at both hands are at the background of this whole piece, which I interpret it as the things that are happening in life...

In life, there are many duties and responsibilities to be fulfilled, rules to be followed...But do we listen to what our heart wants to say? It's confusing when you need to deal with the rational side of you and the feelings from the heart... that's when I cried, when I finally understand, sometimes life doesn't allow us to hear what our heart wants, even though you can hear it shouting and expressing to you... Do we ever asks what our heart wants amidst the happenings in life? But then, the heart never gives up to express its feelings even though we choose to ignore it...sad, isn't it?

The Heart Asks Pleasure First... what a suitable title for this piece...This was written by Michael Nyman in 1993. I have to salute to him for writing this fantastic piece of work... It was the OST for the movie "The Piano". Enjoy this master piece that I've embedded... And I'm gonna master this piece of work too! Good luck to me!

IT fair in Singapore

Yes, my first time IT fair in Singapore...
it was so so so many people during the fair...
exhibitors are almost up to 6 levels...
good lord, so many people in almost every level of it...
horrible experience for me... coz i was mostly sandwiched by the people surrounding me...it's like have to find holes to squeeze through... and my god, if you are at the wrong lane, u are gonna stuck there like forever...
luckily the place got air-con and still got some air to breathe... if not i would have fainted straightaway on that spot...
bought a portable HDD over there... but then what's up with the online warranty registration huh? keep saying i entered the wrong serial number...sienz! i'm gonna call up dunno-who to ask about it...
next time, never ever try to go there on a weekend, unless u've got a really important stuff to buy over there...

March 13

March the 13th, a Saturday...
6 years ago,
'twas same date, same day...
how peculiar...
a cycle...returning back...
thinking back...
the olden days...
how time flies...
things changed...
for the better...
i hope...i wish...
next March the 13th, a Saturday...
a better future...
and many cycles to go...

Just for fun

For sagittarians:

"Life is confusing when you don't love the person who loves you and the person you love doesn't love you. You'll probably need to look at a situation like this today, because you might be deluding yourself. You might even be surprised to discover that you really love the person who loves you."

hmm...

Birthday Surprise!

just a couple of days ago, i received an sms from my friend's wife...
she was asking whether our gang are free for dinner on his birthday and was planning to give him a surprise...and after the dinner, there will be another group of his friends waiting at the house to throw him a surprise... so i said ok and tell the rest of the gang about the plan...

however, the day before my friend's birthday, he forgot to bring his house keys back from his workplace...and he took his wife's keys the following day...so his wife couldn't go back to the house to prepare his birthday surprise, which she took half day leave for that... Awwwwww.... so sweet....

so, that morning i got another sms from his wife, telling me to get the keys... and do not let him know...luckily i came to school earlier than him and took the keys...but the thing is, after lunch, he started to search for his keys... and somebody gave him the info that i last saw the keys...i was like... uh-oh! how?

so, i started to tell him lies...=.=''
saying that i didn't take the keys... i also last saw it at the drawer... bla bla bla... one lie after another...which my friends were saying that my nose is getting longer and longer like pinnochio... haha... he kinda didn't approve about what i did to help his wife....

i know that it's no good for doing that...especially when my friend was kinda panicking on searching for his keys and resulted a bad feeling about it... sometimes it kinda went overboard..it's just like those gags like "just for laughs"...playing pranks and jokes on ppl for tv entertainment...to people who are not sporting enough, it's kinda overboard and feeling that it's too much for playing on those innocent people... but to people who are game enough, it's kinda fun and hilarious... so it's how you see it....there's always both sides in everything...

anyway, the birthday surprise didn't work that well... haha... his wife heard him telling her thru the phone about the lost keys and she laughed...which made him suspicious on it....

it really takes a lot of effort to throw a birthday surprise...and even harder to really really surprise the person...

American Idol 2010 (II)

haha... American Idol again :p
John Park was out... but then he didn't perform well compared to others...
after seeing all the contestants' performance, i think i re-list the ppl that i'm rooting for... :p

1. Siobhan Magnus
2. Katelyn Epperly
3. Lee Dewyze
4. Andrew Garcia
5. Casey James
6. Crystal Bowersox
   

this season really got a lot of talented ppl...

American Idol 2010

The recent American Idol... my eyes and ears are on the guys... 3 in particular.... hehe...
Andrew Garcia, Casey James and John Park....
gonna support them all the way!

Andrew Garcia - he sang Paula Abdul's Straight Up, really really like his version
Casey James - OMG! he got the looks, the voice.... ahhhh he's just such an eye-candy...
John Park - he's just so darn cute when he smiles... :p

I Got You

Totally adore this new song from Leona Lewis... I got you :)
Enjoy!

p/s: she's managed to reduce her body size... from size 14 to 10.... impressive!