Gotta Be Somebody

Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It's just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I'll be holdin' my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when I find the one that I spend forever with?

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can't give up!
When you're Lookin' for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin' on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me

There's gotta be a somebody out there for me. I do believe it.

But for now, starting to feel hurt after what had happened. Pretending nothing has happened and faking it was totally not my style. I think it's better leave it like that and never gonna talk about it with anyone is better for me. 'Cause yesterday I mentioned it to my friend and she was very concerned about how I was feeling. And the more she asked, the more I wanted to say I'm okay, the more I'm feeling hurt inside.

So it's better to leave it at rest and until my heart is healed, only will I be able standing up and go looking for that somebody out there for myself. Though like the song mentioned, it will be as hard as finding a diamond in the rough, I still believe in finding that diamond. But it's just that for now, totally loathe men and how they treated women.

Watched Tyra Bank's show last night and talking about dating and relationship. Men are just wimps (sorry to guys readers, this is just my point of view at this moment, 'cause i really hate men dealing with relationship). Maybe not all men, but there's certainly quite a lot of wimps out there. It's like men can do two-timings, can't say how much they liked a girl, think about sex all the time and worst, can't face upfront with the gal when they wanna break up. It's just totally a coward act to do that.

Okay, I might be abit biased after what has happened to me. But really, if you don't like the gal, just tell her straight that you wanna discontinue the relationship. Please don't give the excuse that you don't wanna hurt the girl etc. It's all bullshit! In the end, made the girls to dump them. And telling people how poor thing you are. Cowards! That's why men always get dumped by their girlfriends. And still saying that girls are bad, treating badly to those "good guys". Cis!

Maybe I don't understand men. But I do understand women. What women want is very simple. Just like what the song lyrics said. Somebody who make us feel we were cared for, not alone and someone that loves us back like how we love them. It's just purely that simple. It's not that complicated at all.

Well, just some of my rantings. 'Cause I just can't get over what has happened to me and pretend that nothing has ever happened to me. I just felt that I was being fooled around. But who to blame but myself? For falling for this guy. Just felt that I've fallen into a deep valley and now struggling to climb back to where I came from. But I shall be tough and will stand up soon!

You shall wait and see... hehe